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     Yeah, so. First day actually wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I imagined myself curling up in a defenseless ball in my room by the end of the day, sobbing my heart out.
     Instead I get me sitting here typing out my blog entry with a shitton of homework to do.
     Yay for procrastination!

     Lunch wasn't so bad either. I spent it with a couple of people whom I knew but didn't really know. It was more of the "Oh hey I see you about to pass me in the halls holy crap do I say hi or just watch how interesting my feet look when I walk shit s/he saw me now I have to say something 'Hiiii!' now just keep walking and avoid how awkward that was" type of things.
     To put it  briefly, I really didn't know them that well.

     But somehow I lasted through lunch and made it through the end of the day with the help of a very new friend of mine who is lovely and awesome and deserves lots of hugs.

     We went out to eat at Carls Jr. after school and it was... interesting, to say the least. Not "interesting" in the bad sort of "oh that hideous thing looks interesting" sort of interesting. But "interesting" like "this experiment. Yes. I like it very much. I want moremoremore" interesting. We talked about Batman and then I thought she said "Penis" which led to lots of giggles and good memories.
     Let me elaborate a bit more, yeah? (Not the penis portion of that part.)
     I haven't hung out with anyone outside of school other than Lock since 7th or 8th grade. Not really, anyway. And if I have, she's always been there with me.
    Like I said. Safety blanket. Think Linus and his blankie from Charlie Brown.

     So, yes, it was interesting to see I how react with people-who-are-not-Lock. Very interesting. It's a far cry from what I usually am like. Which is loud. Insane. Sort of obnoxious. Freakin' ridiculous. Goofy. Giggly. Etc. Etc.
     This is what I am with Lock.

   
     This is what I am like without Lock.

      Actually sane. 

     . . . Can you tell the difference?

     I don't know why I behave differently around other people. Maybe it's because I can be so easily intimidated by people who are a million times more awesome than me and being in their presence just makes me feel like

(Yes I understand I am abusing the power of gifs but it's just too much fun)

     I also have this thing where sometimes I'm too embarrassed to talk because my mouth goes faster than my brain can think and all of a sudden my sentences just go kind of, "And the asdfghjkl jumped over the asdfghjkl and I ate a clock."

     . . . You can imagine the conversations.

     Which is why I'm just a naturally shy person - I guess. And I care too much about what people think of me. It's part of my uber self-consciousness.

     Anyway, I think I'm getting off topic.

     Yes. Hi. Thank you, my day was fine. My, my, you look absolutely stunning today. Is that a new haircut? Darling, you look beautiful.